|First I have to say that River|
seems to have taken over my life.
There isn't a day that goes past
when I don't think of River.
Even at school it's hard to work.
Every day I feel that there is one thing
missing in my life, which is love.
I don't think I can love again.
I hope one day I will meet someone
just like him,
but that has to be a miracle.
|Joanne Monica Cotton - Essex,
September 30, 2000